mine

The pressures building and nothings fulfilling, slow down I can't keep running, The good word is you get what you deserve, I know my time is coming, Hey, Hey, Hey, I'm the only one left in my life, I am me and I am mine, So go ahead say that Im ill, But do you know what that really means?, Hey, Hey, Hey, Everyones open to heaven, but no ones open to death, that's why the entire world is a graveyard, Filled with those who lost their step, I'm the only one left in my life, I am me and I am mine, So go ahead say that I'm ill, But do you know what that really means? There's times I know I don't take care of myelf, So lost inside my mixed state mental health, We all bury oursleves, When we feel there's nothing left, We don't need jesus to please us, It's not as comforting as you'd like to guess.

failure

I am fine with dying with regrets, as long as I’ve never stopped

making attempts at the sky and tearing down the stars.

sickened

lush

brand new bottle of Templeton Rye. sweet.

allstar

distance

Why am I holding on to all these dreams
That are dragging me down,
Instead of leading me away from here.
There has got to be so much more than
All of this growing older and living life unfulfilled.

legend

back at Fenway

fuck what fireworks stand for

I was walking next to you in a saturday night-type light.
The faces blurred in with yours as I stumbled some words on life...
I was breathing thanks to you in a saturday night-type light.
And when the faceless kids danced towards faceless ends I quit life.

reminisce

I heard she lives in Brooklyn with the cool,
goes crazy over that New York scene on 7th Avenue.

determination